What is 'in'?

What is 'in'? Is being thin in? Is being obese in? Is being fit in? What fashion is popular around your area?

Well, where I live you have to dress in a old flannel shirt, jeans with holes, talk trash about every better than you, and be bigger than a size 12 to fit in. If you are smaller than a size 12 or near a size zero, you are automatically hated by the biggest clique in my area. They are the same people who say 'be yourself and don't listen to other people. Live your life the way you want' but then tell you that you are ugly, too skinny, a snob, and they put your dreams down to make you feel horrible about yourself. They like to make you feel like you won't be anything, because they know they won't be successful. When you stand up to those kind of people, try to be successful, and live your life the way you want, to them you become a 'fake ass snobby bitch who thinks she is better than every one else'.

The truth is they think they are better than anyone else and if you look better than them, they will make you feel like a piece of shit. If they see you have talents and you try to become a somebody, they will do anything to get the fame and to put you down. Those type of people are the snobs.

It is hard to be yourself when the whole world judges you for who you are, how you dress, what weight you are, and what race you are. It is hard. Most of the people around my area, when they watch television, they don't care about the script or the hard work the actors put into it. All they care about is the fashion, their weight, and their looks. That is all they talk about. Then they can't figure why half the girls in this world have starved themselves, got plastic surgery, and never say how they feel. You will always be judged for every little thing you do. Always.

Is beauty really irrelevant?